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The Last Mahboob Moment

And I said why? And they said your words Mahboob, they touch us deep inside, deeper than you can know. You must write, we want to hear your words. And I said what do my words give you? And they said more than you will ever know Mahboob!

And every time I have been humbled. I have struggled with the humility of so much kindness, of so many authentic voices lovingly encouraging me to write. For with their loving encouragement I found myself naturally reflecting why is it I do not take myself seriously but my work I do take seriously, with all my heart, my soul and throughout me at a cellular level? And how may I honour all these voices and all their many different expectations, desires, wants and needs, just as my words must honour my truth, my whole truth and nothing but my truth so help me God.

So yes I have been struggling. I have been searching for the vibrations that inspires, evokes and televises my truth. I have been searching for this special energy, the way I write my words that express my purest intentions. And today I came across this story I wrote many moons ago.

I have found the vibrations in the house within which I write my hearts pure reflections on earth. This is my style, my voice…

So I must write. There are no more excuse. No more seasons of humility. No more reasons for delay. The ground has been prepared. My soul has been opened and bared. The words I plant today only kismet will tell what will be harvested and which wines will be enjoyed by whom and where. And when my bones are turned to dust I can only humbly pray my pure vibrations continue and remain, making the difference I humbly designed them to make.

Back to today, when they ask what do you do? I will say I write and when they ask how do you live, I will say I write. For I must write just as I must breathe.

This is a story I wrote many moons ago that inspired me today. It is a very special moment that I share with you beautiful friends. This is the house (my voice and style) within which I write…

A Young Man

............. A young man came up to me at a conference and said “Tell me your story. I want to know everything, for you are amazing!! How did you learn to speak from your heart like that and how can I learn to speak like you??”

I looked at him for a while and said, “That’s a big question? I don’t know if I have the time to answer you right now as I’ve got to run and do an interview with Marius”

I saw his disappointment and my heart grew sad. So I paused. I stopped the rushing around in my head and just went into my heart. I felt the environment around us as I looked at him again and said:

“Listen, thank you for breathing with me… For sharing your soul and living the difference you are making today. For everything you are planning to make in your tomorrow and for aspiring to be what you can be. For having the enthusiasm and courage to find the best version of you, not everyone does this, and for your generous and kind compliments”

And then I paused and looked deeper into his eyes. “Now, my friend,” I said…

“What advice can I give you when you are just perfect just as you are? You are a vibration of the purest energy, sent from the other side of activity beyond infinity. When you speak with this vibration, from your essential source within your hearts ever living soul, other souls will resonate with you like a symphony and you and they will dance together.

I just wish I had known this as a young man my friend, that I was perfection in design, back then, just like I am telling you right now, remember this. For it has taken me a lifetime to get to the ‘I’, I am today, to speak my simple message of the ‘Heart’ to so many people and to give my living gift to the world with my love in everything I do.

Do not lose as many seasons, so many summers, autumns, winters & spring days that I have lost and will never regained, again, before you realise you are perfection in design right in this living moment.

And then just go into your heart and let your heart speak for you. That is all you need to do to release the purest vibrations from your heart and the most beautiful gift in the world; your hearts pure voice…. Does that help my friend? For this is my living philosophy, the way I live my life and my advice to you, from my heart, always”

The young man was stunned for I had stripped him bare of all his excuses and I could see he felt my words….

Later that day he got up on stage and he spoke to the world from the purest vibrations of his heart, to the standing ovation of the whole crowd and later that afternoon he came to me and cried his heart out for the sheer release this gave him. I held him and he hugged me tightly. It was beautiful. This is what living is about!

With love and beyond this just more love, from my heart, always… Mahboob

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